1.16.2012

Crash Up EVERYTHING

everything was messy
everything was crushed
everything was ruined

i'm a loser
i'm a stupido
i'm a useless person

god damn

haiz
today's performance was so damn messy

i was so scared
i'm sorry steven
i don't meant to mess it up
it's my fault
i didn't make them practice
but i bluffed you that they practiced
and i said that everything was ok

but in the end
everything was not ok

i'm super desprate
i'm super down

i have no mood to face anyone
annoying
speechless

gshhhh

when i'm driving back from BB Park
i nearly ran into an accident

i kept thinking the messy performance
and i forgot there was a super turn infront
and i just keep speed and speed and speed

when i saw the turn
it was too late
i turned my steering wheel all over
and turned back

my car was like going in S shape
and two of them was screaming

AND MY EYES SUDDENLY BLACK-OUT

oh america

but luckily there was no car around
and we're safe
it was so damn freaking scary

i thought i'm going to die.













miyako.

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